so...
it is 1.50 in the morning and i'm blogging.
i can't seem to sleep nowadays.. no idea why.
i guess i think bout too much stuff?
okay whatever.
didnt have any sleep at all yesterday as i had to go to nirvana for cheng beng.
my aunt suggested that we leave at 4 am.
reached there around 4 something? left around 8 or 9 i think.
came home slept.
slept till around 1. azlan called.
azlan and keng guan picked me up. went to midori, cineleisure. haha
the guys wanted to shisha after that so we headed to rasta, taman tun.
came home. went online. slept.
and now, i'm wide awake. blogging haha..

gonna start work on tuesday! oh no!
hope everything goes well..
haha..
gonna go play tetris on facebook now. haha
bye!

i dont want him to be perfect,

i want him to laugh at me,

trip me, then help me back up,

pick me up & throw me in the pool,

make me watch football for hours,

take me to the arcade && beat me at air hockey,
& love me for the person i am.

far away

hello..

went to bar celona at sunway yesterday.
shit happened. was fucking drunk. puked.
had a very bad day. more like fucking bad week actually.


here's some pics.









mummy's friends from australia came so i took them out today.
went to ou and the curve.

well.. gotta go now.

realize that when your heart breaks

you have to fight like hell to stay alive

because you are the pain you feel.

That's life. The confusion & tears.

That's there to remind you that somewhere

out there is something better & that

something better is worth fighting for.
- Nathan Scott, One Tree Hill

bad boys are the hardest to stay away from - The Hills

haha.. that's kinda true.. in a way.
bad bays are very... appealing?
haha they're hot. and there's just something bout them thats just so... sexy! haha
there, here's an example. Colin Farrell!
sexy!!



just look at him.. OMG! haha
and Jared Leto too. haha just sexy!



and Chace Crawford too.. haha don't know if he's a bad boy. but he's so hot!
haha.. especially in Gossip Girl!



OMG! ahaha

okayy. enough of that. haha..
gotta go to the mamak with xinyi binyi soon!

bye! =)

hangoverrr

yesterday was mad!

went for tessa's bro's party.
drank a lil too much and my memory from yesterday is kinda blurry.. haha
damn!

NIS!! i had absinth! i know u want! HAHAHA
here's some pics. can't blog now. haha







bye!

roti tissue!

yesterday was fun! haha

went for dance practice in the afternoon and after that,
went to 1 utama. met tessa, xinyi, jay and azlan..
chilled for a while and went for a movie.
we watched gone baby gone. it was kinda good..
after the movie, we went to the mamak
as my forever love, xinyi never been to a mamak! haha
here's what we ordered! it was sooo cool!


kayu nasi kandar's ROTI TISSUE! haha!
it was soooo long! hahah so cool!


and this is what happened to it after a while. almost all gone! haha
it was nice la.. but very oily!

tessa and i had roti bom too! it wasn't like the normal roti bom.
it looked different! but very very oily too! damn!

gotta go now!
gonna go have bak kut teh with the girls!
bye!

`edit

heyy.. was supposed to go heritage with tessa tonight.
but.....
i have dance class tomorrow morning so i have to wake up early.
daaaaamn!

anywayss, after bak kut teh for lunch,
xinyi, joee, tessa and i went to bangsar.
walked around and chilled at delicious.
i love love love the boutiques on telawi!

NIS! we have to go when u get back k?

came home, slept and went for my job interview at Kumon, Kota Damansara.
haha yeah yeah.. i'm gonna work!
haha not gonna be bumming around anymore.
gonna start work on the 1st of april.
1 more week to partay... and then off to work.

here's some pics from bangsar today.. =)


joee and xinyi outside mooie boutique.


delicious! ;)


xinyi binyi..


joee!




tessa, drinking some guava drink. looked kinda gross but tasted fine. haha

well.. it's gonna be a busy day tomorrow!
bye!




You can drive at 16, go to war at 18,
drink at 18 and retire at 65.
Who can say what age you have to be to find your true love?

=)

ello ello!
bumming around is not fun anymore.
i haven't been doing anything for the past 3 months or so and it was fun la..
but now its starting to get boring. haha
my day starts with me waking up really late,
then i eat my lunch (i miss breakfast cuz i wake up late, haha)
then i'll be online. if i'm not online, i'll be watching the TV,
or i'll be out, or maybe sleeping again. haha
so bored of it already..

and i think i'll be starting college in july,
so i'll have another 3 months to bum around.
i think i'm gonna get a job. haha..
i don't wanna work but i have to if not i'll be doing nothing for another 3 months..

mum's friends from australia are coming at the end of this month
so i gotta bring them out and all.. gawd...
i hope they are fun! haha

and tessa is coming back really soon !
i won't be bored then.. haha!
wells. gotta go. =)




The greatest feeling in the world is to be around someone who wants to hold you, wants to kiss your forehead, wants to be around you, wants to call you at night, wants to see you smile.But I think what's better than that, is finding someone who does it all, because he wants to see you happy.

bleh!

ugh! went to the education fair in the kuala lumpur convention centre today.

i don't wanna study!
well not yet at least.. haha..
i hate going to klcc! its nice there la. like with LV and coach and all..
but the amount of people there is OMG!
can't even walk properly man. so packed!
and the restaurants and all are so full!
horrible place!

after the education fair,
came home, rested for a while.
then went out for dinner with my cousin and aunt.
went to 1 utama after that coz we were sooo bored.
the balloons at 1 utama are damn nice!
there's like a huge pink bunny made up of balloons!
damn cute! haha

my aunt sent me home after that.
came home to find out that my mum bought like 5 pairs of jeans..
haha damn random.
and she could only fit 1. so the rest are mine!
hahahah..

now i'm online. doin nothing. so damn bored!
oooh.. gotta go now. mum just cut some oranges for me to eat!
bye!

oh and 1 more thing!
I MISS NIS LOADS!!!
u better come back soon woman!

Imagine a future moment in your life where all your dreams come true. You know it's the greatest moment of your life and you get to experience it with one person. Who's standing next to you? – Peyton, One Tree Hill

oh goshh!
i thought i would have gotten more A's than i did. but i didn't.. =(
but i scored well in the subjects that are important.. so that's all that matters.
went all the way to kl with the mother to collect her stuff after i got my results.
felt kinda emo when i got home. haha no idea why tho..
haha and now i'm skyping with nis (and mikhail too) and xin.
I LOVE SKYPE!
look! it's nis! haha skype pics!



nisrin's signature pose!
haha



ice cream! all the way in aussieland!



mikhail and nis! nis' boobs actually! hahaha



nis and mikhail's finger!



nis and mikhail looking like a little boy!


okay gotta go now! =)

-loves-

I wanted you to fight for me! I wanted you to say there is no one else that you could ever be with and that you would rather be alone than without me. I wanted the Lucas Scott from the beach that night; telling the world that he's the one for me. – Brooke, One Tree Hill

spm!

SPM results out in about 10 hours.
DAMN! i have mixed feelings bout it. haha..

i'm scared.. but not really scared. i'm excited for it but not really too. worried maybe? haha something like that..

i really hope i do well. but i doubt that i will.

i took 10 subjects so hopefully i will get AT LEAST 7 A's? haha
well i can't do anything bout it anymore can i? haha if only..
i wish i could turn back time and actually really study for it.
i didn't really put much effort into studying last year..
i could have and SHOULD have.. kinda regret it now. but whatevs.. haha
my mum would be so disappointed if i failed any subjects..
only subjects i'm worried about are moral (the subject that requires good memory,which i suck at!), sejarah (fucking stupid malaysian sejarah!), and accounts.
accounts is okay la. but i did so bad. i didn't even finish the questions.
damn! i'm gonna do so bad.
haha.. no turning back dy.. haha so gotta just accept what i get.
oh well. gotta get some sleep now. =)

The hardest situation to stay happy in, I think, is when you're trying to find love, and yourself at the same time. It just doesn't seem to fit well. To be happy, it first takes being comfortable being in your own shoes. The rest can work up from there. - Sophia Bush